So let’s see back in the day I was never perfect about using condoms, I never was properly educated on sexual health, my family is dysfunctional as hell (no picket fences or 7th heaven), I am an emotional eater, I do not see myself as attractive, and that is just scratches on the surface. So what are you impurities that make you human and how can you work to use them to your advantage to better yourself? My greatest fears…. Well let’s see, the best thing to do is to do this in bullet points
- I am afraid of the dark
- I am afraid of the Nesquik bunny
- I am afraid of any person dressed up as a character or animal (Disney World is a no-go
- I fear never knowing where I got HIV from or if that person(s) infected others knowing/unknowingly
- I fear my friends and colleagues having to go though the things I have gone through in the past year
- I fear by having family that is in shambles and a father that does not truly give me 100 percent that I will be the same to my children and they do the same to their children
- I will die before seeing my 80th+ birthday
- Being alone
- Not leaving a legacy or not touching at least one person’s life
- I will not live to see a cure or vaccine for HIV